Is it okay if I get addicted to coffee right now???

Yeah, I'm really tired...and really want coffee about three times a day (morning, afternoon, and evening). The wind got up to about 60 mph yesterday...and I was scared to death that our brand new trees might blow over. They didn't, although the maple leaves are all dead now (they were soooo pretty, and I didn't get a picture). Cedric has decided that if he's not sleeping, he's not happy. I'm not sure why...but when he wakes up he fusses a lot, maybe just because he wants to be held constantly. So I'm letting him sleep probably more than I should...but how else can I get anything done around the house? Luke and I had some bad news yesterday as well. So, overall, yesterday was a rough day. But the Lord is good, and I am constantly thinking about how much He loves me and Cedric. So I am choosing not to worry, but instead to just make it one day at a time with my eyes fixed on Jesus. Pray for us, nevertheless. It seems that we are under either a spiritual attack, or perhaps just experiencing "refining fire". I don't want to be discouraged...and hormones are against me!