if only time would slow down

I can hardly believe my little darling is already over 2 months old and wearing 3 month clothes! He is such a joy...even his "bad" moments are special to me. I almost feel guilty admitting this, but my favorite time of the day is when Cedric has his bath and I get to dress him up. I always did like to dress up my dolls...this one just happens to wiggle a lot more while I'm doing it! Of course, I still have those moments of emotional distress due to huge changes in my life...but truly I am even more overwhelmed by God's grace to me than I was when He sent Luke along. Somehow, I never really believed that I would get to raise my own beautiful babies. I don't know why...maybe I just didn't let myself hope for something that amazing. I'm amazed!